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The original term ’Pain--Body' found in this letter is a reference taken from the Book: 'The Power of Now' by Eckhart Tolle. Eckhart inspired me to see the contrast as to what the pain body formed by the un-conscious past and the true Body which is Christ, IS here and Now! 
As we all experience psychological pain due to our past human experience as independent personalities, I found the need to write in this issue about that which was shown ME what the Body of Sin or Pain Body really IS.  In my address, writings and audio messages, I have taken the liberty to use this applicable term 'pain body' to further our knowledge as to why all this pain and suffering is happening to most people in the world today?

  1. This is a time to remember who we are for we have forgotten that we are the offspring of God, the only begotten of the Father.
  2. It is a time to remember the purposes of God that have been veiled because of a form that we have taken on which is not ours.
  3. I would call this sense of life that is governed by time ‘The pain body, the Flesh sense of Life formed by years of living in a false sense of I.’

We may ask, "What is a pain body?" Well the Scripture tells us that to be present with the 'body'  that formed and was controlled by the memories of the past is to be absent from the Lord, for the Lord is the eternal I AM, the present tense Now Beingness that is not subject to time or space. Can you see that?  We have always thought that our flesh and bone body is our true body, but it is the way we think about our body is that what creates the problem, for really, our Body is incorporeal, it is Spirit, not flesh and blood and lives and moves in the Now.  In our humanity we have a false sense of being and in it we may feel pain or anxiety that is  formed by what we remember, it causes this physical body to react, producing many forms of pain and fear.
The reason why the body reacts to the appearances of this world is why it feels the pain and the problems of life. It is because we have departed from our true sense of Being, the "I" or true Self that was in the Beginning with God  AS LIGHT IT SELF!

  • Ignorantly we live a mistaken Identity, a false sense of being and the memories of the past haunt us and pain is experienced.
  •  However,  don't forget, our true sense of Being is Spirit- it’s Life  is  Eternal, it’s Immortal, it’s Invisible and it’s Incorruptible.

However, we have taken upon ourselves a form of godliness, forming a realm where Murphies Law works, denying the Power of Now, as it only lives in the Past or project itself and lives in the unreality of psychological time.  It is because we also have a false sense of God,  we became moralists and we lost our sense of being One, the Body of Christ which contains all what we will ever need for all eternity. In other words, we have taken upon ourselves a form of God-likeness, but it is not the True God-likeness, and especially if we have  a false body sense, it lives in a sin consciousness.
I received an email from a Christian brother who presented to us the contrast between human dramas’s that in fact forms the pain body.  However, wonderful these psychological  helps appear and may seem to improve our relationships and even health to our bodies,  the revelation of Christ Jesus who translated us all into the new order of Now is the only way to freedom.   Jesus, in His ascension delivered us from the time and space realm, where the pain body forms as it lives in the anxiety of experiences of fear and lack, memories of the past.  Now in the Body of Christ, past memories as they are the cause of the painbody were erased by the blood of the Lamb of God, never to be remembered. 
The pain body.    It is a ‘viewing together’ of the moral thing that we feel think our body. In this common viewpoint, we do not realize that our bodies are but instruments of our spiritual life. The body cannot sin it has no brain, the body takes on the form of what we feel and think in our hearts, can you hear this? In our religious concepts because we like to believe that we have a sinful body we also  believe that God looks from a distance and checks us out as to whether or not we are doing the right thing in this thing we call body and that forms fear and guilt, both are the building blocks of a pain body.

  • There is however no such God, that watches us and no such body we call our physical frame. The True Body is Christ the Substance of all Life invisible to human scrutiny a spiritual dimension from where all energy flows and because it was never born, it can never sin, for it is ordained and maintained by a loving Father who sees you perfect and whole. Think on this, you already have an eternal body already in the Heavenly Sphere.

I get messages from the Internet that are very profound intellectually and theologically but these moral things hold no real help. The writers talk about whether or not Jesus is the Deity of God or whether Jesus pre-existed, the significance of the Virgin Birth of His Body and how we relate to God and whether or not we are created or are we begotten.  All these doctrinal viewpoints are constantly coming to me, which really do not help us to be free from our sense of pain, disease and fear of death; therefore, we must abandon all these psychological applications for improvement.
Why is there so much discussion on these irrelevant subjects as Jesus said: "No body can come to the Father but by Me!   Psychological teachings help on a human level but  they do not save or heal us do they now? It is because people have lost their feeling of Love and belonging to God our  Father that we are trying to understand the working of the Spirit in our lives psychologically, but we will never find freedom from pain and fear through them. We have forgotten our sense of Life as given to us in the beginning. We have forgotten that we are the begotten of God; in this feeling of belonging, we no longer have a Pain Body to deal with. It was through One Mans disobedience that we all sensed a feeling of  nakedness and  fear came  and we have lost our way in our flesh and blood sense of life which can never, not even through profound psychological teaching bring us back to where we belong where nothing can enter to even form a pain body. . Now in Christ we must return to the Fathers House, that is,   if we want to be free from the "pain body" in which we suffer.
Rev. 21:22-27 (MsgB) But there was no sign of a Temple, for the Lord God—the Sovereign-Strong—and the Lamb are the Temple. [23] The City does not need sun or moon for light. God's Glory is its light, the Lamb its lamp! [24] The nations will walk in its light and earth's kings bring in their splendour. [25] Its gates will never be shut by day, and there won't be any night. [26] They'll bring the glory and honor of the nations into the City. [27] Nothing dirty or defiled will get into the City, and no one who defiles or deceives. Only those whose names are written in the Lamb's Book of Life will get in.
Remember, it was because of a false sense of God and body that we created a god to worship,  who we think can save us from our fear and pain, and we pray long prayers and nothing happens. Why does God not answer our prayer?  In the final analysis, this is but Idol Worship as what we worship is but a mind formed god, an Idol is a thing that does not work, it is a facsimile formed in the UN—consciousness.
Ascending into our true Body
I have just completed writing our monthly letter for March 2001. It’s called, "The Ascension into the Christ of God", in other words, we now begin our ascension back to the beginning, where we had an immortal body eternal where pain, guilt or fear cannot enter..

  • In the beginning, which is always now, there was no time to oxidize the body to see it age every day. The true body totally maintained and sustained by the Fathers Presence is the true Body; it could not die as we see bodies die today.
  • Oxidization is the disintegration of the cells of the mind formed body as this body is but a concept formed by Adam as he began to see it naked, but God or Christ did not form it.  This concept of body disintegrates,   due to time and space that activates the aging process.  Death comes only when we live in  this time governed concept of body, it  oxidizes and return to dust, for it is but a temporal thing that we have formed out of fear, it was never ordained of God our Father who is the generator of the Body eternal and immortal. Read my writing:  (The Nature of Body} 

2 Cor. 4:16-18 (MsgB) So we're not giving up. How could we! Even though on the outside it often looks like things are falling apart on us, on the inside, where God is making new life, not a day goes by without his unfolding grace. [17] These hard times are small potatoes compared to the coming good times, the lavish celebration prepared for us. [18] There's far more here than meets the eye. The things we see now are here today, gone tomorrow. But the things we can't see now will last forever.
That is what happens to the body if we live in a sense of separation from the Presence of God. In the feeling of separation, seeing the body separate from Life as a whole, we subject it to time and we surely have what we fear!   Time is but an unreal thing but it causes the pain body to begin to form itself,  and dying we die. Do you hear those of you who still think on a psychological level?

  • We all know the Scripture, "In the Beginning, God".
  • We may say, "When or where is the Beginning?"
  • Was the Beginning ten billion or so years ago? No! 
  • The Beginning is always here and it’s always Now!

Now is where we live, move, and have our being, no longer are we subject to time or a body timeframe of 70 to a hundred years, now we have a sense of eternity in our hearts and minds. It is wonderful. We must there for reckon our past concepts of body dead and begin to  live in the Body which Jesus prepared for us, without painful memories of the human past,  now dead in Christ Jesus. The Body of Christ is your true Body, where nothing can enter that defiles you or make a lie. The feeling of this new body stops the oxidizing and aging,  delivering  us from the psychological pain of past memories.  All humanity lives in time and space and in our feelings of past or fear of future, we have no access to the true Body, we must be born again. It is not  until our minds no longer think in terms of memories and we  only live in  the now realm where the flowers grow will we see deliverance coming to our present state of being that maybe up till now have some form of disease or lack of supply. Do you hear, can you take it?
Jesus fulfilled time and space; he delivered us from the fear of death and destroyed that thing that had the power of death that is the devil and ushered in the immortality of the body, can you hear this, you who are reading this letter? Heb2:14

 2 Tim. 1:7-10 (KJV)      For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. [8] Be not thou therefore ashamed of the testimony of our Lord, nor of me his prisoner: but be thou partaker of the afflictions of the gospel according to the power of God; [9] Who hath saved us, and called us with an holy calling, not according to our works, but according to his own purpose and grace, which was given us in Christ Jesus before the world began, [10] But is now made manifest by the appearing of our Saviour Jesus Christ, who hath abolished death, and hath brought life and immortality to light through the gospel:
God has no past and God has no future, neither do you have to continue to suffer in the pain body if you live in the Now of Being and you present your body a living sacrifice, Holy and acceptable to God which is our reasonable service. Rom12:1-6
Eckhart Tolle remarked and I quote: "If we live in the past, and fear the future we create for ourselves ‘a pain body” Unquote’. I agree with this concept for In God’s presence, there is fullness of joy and at His right hand, there are pleasures for evermore, that is where I live and move and have my being"
The five temporal Kingdoms.
I’m going to read a few extracts from this letter. I was asked to write about the four temporal Kingdoms in the Book of Daniel and what these Kingdoms represent. I’m therefore going to read from the Book of Daniel and I will make an attempt to focus on the meaning of some of these Scriptures. We must always remember that all Scripture inspired by God are given to us for reproof, for correction and instruction. However, we are not meant to form a doctrine out of them,  and say for example that this forms the foundation of our Church, for that is not true.

  • In truth, I do not believe in anything or any information that comes from outside of My Self, as I already AM complete in Christ Jesus.
  • I do not have to believe in sayings or doctrines of men, I already know Him who rose from the dead and I am complete in Him, Spirit Soul and Body.

However, everything has to be explained in simple terms,  to a degree so that we can all hear or perceive it intuitively. Nobody here in this meeting can hear the same thing; we all hear it on the level of where we are. It does not really matter where we are at, as long as we hear the voice of the Son of God from within, it is then that we will go higher to the next level of perception and the next level, etc. All the time we are ascending into the revelation of Christ Jesus and in communion with Christ Jesus,  we transcend ‘the pain body’ and all material ties as well as all feelings of despair and anxiety of life are erased from our memories.
I was asked,  "What is the most awful thing that can happen to me right now?" There is nothing in the universe that can happen to me right now that would be awful,  because I now know that nothing can enter the Christ Body that I AM NOW that defiles me or makes a lie.  There is no room for a pain-body to develop after I have been enlightened to see My True Body which is incorporeal and eternal in the realm of now,  where nothing of an evil nature can penetrate. It is impossible for me to experience psychological pain if I am consciously living in the Place Jesus prepared for me.  When memories of the past pop up, I immediately recognize what is happening. When I am presented with psychological memories, what could trigger the pain body trying to take a hold on me I go within and feel the presence or as Eckhart Tolle calls the power of now overshadowing me.  So when this sense of past starts to haunt you as a Christian you must immediately look at Jesus who bore your pain body in His Body on the Cross and you will find that soon you will feel relief. It is wonderful!
Hebrews 12:2-3 (KJV)
Looking unto Jesus the author and finisher of our faith; who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising the shame, and is set down at the right hand of the throne of God. [3] For consider him that endured such contradiction of sinners against himself, lest ye be wearied and faint in your minds.
We heard on TV lately that many people will possibly will die because of a new strain called bird flu is coming. I saw this on TV about a week ago and then last Friday my head started to spin and my chest felt as though it was on fire. I woke up in the middle of the night and thought I was going to pass away. I stood on my feet and said, "What’s happening?" "Nothing". That’s exactly what I heard from within. "Nothing."
Nothing can happen when I am in communion with Jesus in the Body of Christ and the moment I recognized that nothing can happen, the ‘pain body’ that was ready to develop within me stopped right in its track. In other words, if we do not allow our mind to start thinking, and we only look at Jesus who is the author and finisher of my faith, the disease, the problem, or the thing that we greatly feared cannot come upon us dissolved into its native nothingness.
I want to read the Scriptures now in order that you can see that I am relating all of this to the Scriptures. This is, of course, the mystery of the 5 temporal Kingdoms that were revealed to Daniel, the Prophet. In Daniel 2:30 we read;
"But as for me, this secret is not revealed to me for any wisdom that I have more than any other living being, but for their sakes that shall make known the interpretation to the king, and that thou might know the thoughts of thy own heart. Then you shall know the thoughts that have been formed in thine own heart and you shall know the meaning thereof."
We need to know the meaning of the five Kingdoms that are being spoken of here. These are the trust in gold, in silver, then  brass, and the iron and the clay (there are actually five kingdoms). We notice that there is something actually happening here. It is not an evolution but it’s a devil----lution of consciousness,  as all energy that represents these temporal Kingdoms turn to dust. 
It is from trust in gold to silver and then to bronze, then to iron and finally to clay and therefore it’s going in the reverse. We always believed gold to be the ideal but it is not. The gold representing the trust and the total confidence that material power is the essence of life. It was the strongest Kingdom of all, it was a reliance on the Tree of Knowledge and that includes all the pseudo psychological teaching we hear today, including the so called Kingdom message..
The strongest of these Kingdoms  is to believe that the Sciences of the World, the Medical Profession, Psychiatry, the Financial Systems etc- and in fact everything that exists in the World is the gold that we find to be our security. Of course, we are now beginning to realize that with all our wisdom and all our power we cannot control the world’s finances, we cannot even control the economy. We cannot even control the diseases that are prevalent and as long as we seek the answer in the mind of flesh we will fail to find freedom from fear..
Everything is now beginning to falter as we look at the military and social endeavours to bring some form of peace and democracy fails, so that we are actually de---volving and going downwards in our attempt find salvation from our pain and fear of what is going to happen when I die. We are no longer evolving into a higher realm as humans, we  are rather de---volving into the lower earthly realms where   ‘the pain body’ will manifest itself as all forms of diseases and problems of which we have no control over any longer. Do you hear this beloved?
Do you realize that this is the disintegration of the whole of the human race known as the Adam race – the end of the world? All the  the knowledge we have of the Bible or of science  has nothing to do with our salvation, whether or not we are a Christian or not, we need to be born again to see the true Kingdom function, a realm of Life and Joy that is not of this world.
John 16:33 (MsgB)  I've told you all this so that trusting me, you will be unshakable and assured, deeply at peace. In this godless world, you will continue to experience difficulties in all areas. But take heart! I've conquered the world."
Every belief, every god concept we have in our religion, including every Temple, every form of worship what we ever thought about in our religious fervour is all mind formed, not God created. All man made things will be overthrown for they are but the temporal kingdoms of this world, they have no energy to save or to heal.  What ever is an un--conscious mind form, and will completely disintegrate and dissolve into its native nothingness. However, don’t be discouraged beloved,  there is a little Stone (The immerging energy of Being)  which is overthrowing and cancelling out all temporal powers, so that the New order after the order of Melchizedek will arise. We trusted in men’s doctrine, religious or psychological, to bring relief to our 'pain body'. Now we find thatour religious beliefs we have of God and even  our relationship to Him as Children of God has been false, therefore this is what I would like to discuss with you now.
A Kingdom is a realm or region in which something or someone is dominant – something dominates us or forces us into submission. Obey or else!  You will find these human drama's of control in the 'The Celestial Prophecy' where we see the nature of our human control over others clearly defined.  The Law has dominion over us as long as we live and  are married to the physical sense of life we live under the controlling energy of the Law. In this false sense of i and in this personal sense realm we try to preserve and keep ourselves as long as we possibly can, but we eventually find that the Law kills us. Rom7.
 These four temporal Kingdoms are manifesting as this World in its various values e.g. gold, silver and the gradual disintegration of the human psyche is the kingdom of this world. What did Jesus say, "In this world you will have tribulation but be of good cheer. I have overcome every Kingdom – everything that man has been dominated by – even the last enemy which is of course the Kingdom of death."  We find out that this temporal world in which we live and die, never had any power at all, as this world is but a time and space realm formed by a sense of separation from the Kingdom of God.
John 18:36-37 (KJV)      Jesus answered, My kingdom is not of this world: if my kingdom were of this world, then would my servants fight, that I should not be delivered to the Jews: but now is my kingdom not from hence. [37] Pilate therefore said unto him, Art thou a king then? Jesus answered, Thou sayest that I am a king. To this end was I born, and for this cause came I into the world, that I should bear witness unto the truth. Every one that is of the truth heareth my voice.
Therefore, there are no powers or energies coming from the human mind that can harm you as there is really on one power—and that is the Kingdom of God. Those who are of the Truth will hear the Voice of the Son of God—and pass from death to life.  When you know the true God to be the only One Activity, the One Power and this is the Revelation of the Now of Being, your body changes,  from mortality to immortality, can you hear this beloved?
As human beings, we are always worried about what happened yesterday or we worry about what will happen tomorrow. I must warn you that the further we go back into the past, the stronger our ‘pain body’ becomes and this dominates us until we know that God is the Now where all energy to maintain you eternally IS.
Therefore, my brethren, you also have become dead to the law through the body of Christ, that you may be married to another— to Him who raised from the dead, that we should bear fruit to God. For when we were in the flesh, the sinful passions, which were aroused by the law, were at work in our members to bear fruit to death. Now we have been delivered from the law, having died to what we were held by, so that we should serve in the newness of the Spirit and not in the oldness of the letter. Rom7.
We have no control over the body if we are in ignorance of it.  Paul says;  "Who shall deliver me from the body of this death." When we are present with the FLESH SENSE OF BODY or the ‘pain body’ we think we are or have, we are absent from the Body of Christ.  We are not in the Presence of God if we live in a moral feeling of body.  In the Pain Body we suffer and have problems that we try to  solve on the level of the problem and we fail miserably and die the death.
We can’t solve our problems on the level of the moral sense of body we must be born again. Everything gets worse if we try to correct our problems we face with psychological methods! What then do we do?  We have to go back to the Presence, the Place what Jesus prepared for you and I in His Ascension out of the Pain Body, remember, he too was Adam, the last pain body died, so that you can now be free from the law of sin and death. We have to get back to the now of Life where the flowers grow, can you hear this?
These four temporal Kingdoms are manifesting as this World and will be destroyed by a stone, hewn out of the Mountain without hands. This, of course, represents the priestly order of Melchizedek, a high state of consciousness that we call Christ, our self---- completeness in Christ Jesus. However, we must not know Jesus after His Physical body, for if we do we are still partaking of the pain body of death and we eat and drink damnation to ourselves. We must discern the ascended Body of Christ to be free from the Pain Body.
Jesus even said, "Call no man your Christ or Master."

  • The moment that we put an image to Christ it becomes anti-Christ, for Christ has no form in its pure essence. In other words, if we can name it we can’t claim it.
  • Christ is an Activity that cannot be explained, but it can be felt. As the Old Scotchman says, "It’s better felt that telt".

However, it can be felt and experienced but it cannot be analysed,  because it is a mystery. God is a mystery, but because people have studied or theologized God, we have lost God .

  1. We lost God in the study of It.
  2. By studying God, we are going away from the very essence which is God.
  3. This is why the Scripture says, "Knowledge will cease."
  • All doctrine will cease, including all psychological and philosophical approaches..

All the constitutions of all Churches will cease, because it is the foundation of Babylon and it will fall.
Babylon means ‘confusion’, a product of the carnal mind, the mind of death. The carnal mind will create more confusion every time we study books or read another translation of the Scripture. By it we  study all the words,  thinking that we can find the  essence of life in books. We increase in knowledge, ever learning but never coming to the knowledge of the Truth. What, then, can we do? We must now become as little children who have no awareness of past moral wrong or moral right. Little children are spontaneously playing in the field or in the forest or at the beach and they strip off their clothes and dance in the sunlight and are not aware that something is wrong.

  1. We became aware of our own nakedness and we hid ourselves behind ‘fig leaves’ and became religious and we hid ourselves from the Presence of God.
  2. This was the first form of religious worship that over many thousands of years formed this pain body..
  • It was the first instance,  when man became aware of an illegitimate sense of being which is called the conscience. Remember, the conscience is a clandestine awareness of moral wrong, giving us more trouble then we can deal with.
  1. The feeling of guilt is illegal – it’s illegal to feel guilty.
  2. Guilt is the sin against the Holy Ghost.
  3. If we feel guilty, we are sinning against the Holy Ghost for Jesus already destroyed all the past experience we lived in as
    Adam,, making an open show of them, triumphing over them all..

What is the Holy Ghost?
It is the feeling of absolute Oneness with the Father without any sense of sin, guilt, fear or anxiety about what I shall eat or what shall I drink or how people feel about me! That is the Holy Ghost. I don’t care how people feel about me. I don’t need anybody or anything to approve of me as a writer. All that I carefully protect is my little ‘ pearl of great price’ that feeds me, clothes me and loves me and protects me and never ever leaves me or forsakes me. 
It’s always with me, even if I end up in the desert or make my bed in Hell,  even when I temporarily forget who I am in Christ Jesus. I must sit down and say, "Thank you Father" the body of sin is dead and gone when Jesus died. I must know intuitively that Now your Presence is a cloud by day for me, if the weather is hot. Your Presence is a pillar of fire by night if it is cold, it is wonderful.
When I am thirsty there will be rivers of living water for me even if I have to speak to the rock living water will flow out of the rock.
However, we must realize that this has to develop deep within us and  it can’t happen until these four temporal kingdoms are overthrown known as  our own personal  sense of life known as Mary, Tony or what ever your birth name is!. Jesus overcame the four temporal kingdoms of this world when He recognized that there is no Power in Heaven or in Earth that can separate Him from the Love of God or the Love of the Father.
Nothing can separate us from the Love of the Father, and it is only our sense of guilt and fear can temporarily alienate us from His Love. This is why Jesus could say to His disciples, "I can’t speak to you at this moment any more because the Prince of the World is coming and he has nothing in Me."
In other words, there is no more activity that can reflect something that comes at me, trying to again form the pain body!.
It was because of my deep sense of ONE NESS in the Father that every accusation that comes would bounce back to the one who throws the ball or the rock. This is why Jesus said, "I can’t speak to you at this moment because if I begin to speak to you, you will begin to accuse Me and when you accuse Me, it will come back to you again." It bounces back and destroys us if we refuse to hear the teacher who only gives you life unto its fullness is realized. This is why it is so dangerous to call somebody ‘of the devil’ or similar accusations if he or she is anointed of God. Therefore, we must put a watch over our mouth and be careful what we say about others, because we don’t know to whom we are speaking. We may believe the person to be a drunk or a beggar sitting down beside the road. However, it may be the very Christ consciousness that is there, so be swift to hear and slow to speak..
Therefore, it is always much better to be slow to speak .for the wrath of man works not the righteousness of God.
This stone that is hewn out of the mountain (Christ Consciousness) is the Christ of God.
The concept of this stone overthrowing all temporal powers is in relation to the five temporal kingdoms of this world with all its knowledge. Its theology and the mind powers that are existing in the world as pomp and show, is as ridiculous to the human mind as the healing of a cancer through spiritual means or the finding of a purse when it obviously wasn’t there earlier and it just appeared again or the water that comes out of a rock or a cancer that completely disappears out of a body.
If we are living in the sense of personal life, we wouldn’t even know that we are healed or that something is happening to us. In our human sense of life we would not even know that God is revealing Itself to you to heal and deliver you from your pain. We don’t even know that it’s happening. It’s only when we become conscious of the Presence in our silent meditation  that we realize something is happening to us.
If we think or worry about the past or the future we are in a state of unconsciousness – we are the dead.
We might be walking around, but we are dead, we no longer know who or what we are in Christ Jesus. What happens when we know that we are in this state? We must wake up, we become conscious of God's Presence where all fulfilment of what ever you need IS! What happens if we know that we are dreaming? We wake up! If we do not know that we are dreaming, we’re dreaming in our Adam dream. In this dream state we start sweating and imagining that there are monsters after us, we feel threatened and we just don’t know what is happening to us. However, when we realize and see ourselves dreaming and observe the dream and see ourselves behaving the way we are and actually doing this, we say, "That’s not me." "What’s that?" "The is the devil!" It is then that we become conscious and are connected to the True Body where nothing of an evil nature can enter or make a lie, it is wonderful, is it not?
Of course, there are various levels of un--consciousness. Eckhart Tolle states and I quote;:  "A baby that is constantly whining is an example of the unconscious demonstrated. He is sick and utterly miserable, but the little child doesn’t know about that – he is still whining and crying and wanting love and attention. However, if we can see ourselves acting or being as this child and we recognize what is happening, we will begin to ‘wake up’ and we then become conscious." Unquote!
When we become conscious, we come back to the Presence and there is Fullness of Joy. It is wonderful, are you hearing this beloved. Our eyes start to sparkle, there’s a Light coming over us and people say, "My, what’s happening to you?" "Well, I know what the devil is now." "How do you know?" "Well, I saw it work, it is my own humanity which veiled me to see the truth. I was observing the thing that is out there working and doing its thing and I recognized it for what it is and this is the ugly thing that we call, ‘The Beast, Anti-Christ.’"
By His own Death Jesus has given us access to enter the Kingdom - as I said before,  a Kingdom is a realm or a region in which something or someone is dominant controlling the scene by mind energy.. In Gods Kingdom the Now Realm is really the only realm where the flowers grow!  This is  the inner Faith realm the Now--- where all things are yours for ever. How would we like the Good Shepherd to become the dominant factor in our life and lead you into all reality?
This is the dominion or domain where God reigns and the Government shall be upon Its shoulder and Its Name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, Prince of Peace, the Almighty God is He and of that Government or of that Dominance or Domain or Influence there shall be no end.
In other words, it’s the Little Stone hewn out of the Mountain of Awareness where we only recognize the Power of Now!. This is why it says in Daniel 2: 32: "This image’s head was of fine gold (the highest form of material power), his breast and his arms were of silver, (a little lower), his belly and his thighs were of brass, (a sin consciousness), his legs were of iron. In other words – you are totally and absolutely bound with fetters of iron into the material sense of life and you are scared, you don’t know how to get out of this goal."

  • However, the Spirit of the Lord is upon Me Now, He has anointed me to preach good tidings to the Captives – He has anointed me to open the prison door and break the fetters of iron and restore you to your true identity.
  • I just introduce you to yourself, ‘the Begotten of the Father’ and say, "Here you are, you are the Fathers Child, this is what you are, you are not Human, you are Spiritual Being, full of Grace and Truth, it is wonderful.

You are not that thing that is constantly whining and complaining. You are not that thing that is dependent upon everything that comes along. God is still here, even though it may be drugs, alcohol or gambling that has a hold on you. But remember this; 'you are still complete in Christ Jesus, even though you have made your bed in Hell, just receive Jesus in your heart and listen to Him"
I have experienced all those things which the un--conscious attracts to itself and once I started I couldn’t stop. I like gambling.
We recently went to the golf club for a meal after a game of golf and this was also a venue where there were poker machines. After we had eaten our dinner, we paid our bill and were given a free voucher for an amount of $5. What was the idea? This was to tempt us to play the poker machines because they know that once we have spent the $5 we will continue to pull out our purse and spend more money on the machines until our purse is empty. The temptation is there but unfortunately they were dealing with my wife Martha, and she said, "Yes, thank you very much. Ill have that $5." She said, "Let’s go and get to a poker machine."
She put the money in the machine and received 30 points, 40 points and by the time she had finished we ended up having 10 times as much money as we had started with and the money came streaming out when she pressed the button. Martha said, "This is fun. Let’s do some more." I said, "No. Let’s go." I knew we had to leave, otherwise I could get tempted and get stuck into it.
There is always a temptation on whatever level it is – whether it is drugs, food, drink, gambling or sex or whatever it is. There is always the opportunity, even though we may believe ourselves to be Christian and unable to be tempted. However, we first need to recognize ourselves as what we are not in truth, then we will see ourselves the way we are known of God, His Child.
However, as long as we live in our humanity we will be lured into any of these five temporal kingdoms, so be alert! We may think that money or success is the answer, or that whatever it is that we want in life is the answer, but it isn’t, Jesus is the only Way into the Fathers Kingdom, Jesus gives us total Peace and Satisfaction, it is wonderful.
My Father owns the cattle on a thousand hills and the potatoes under it, so seek first the Kingdom of God and be rightly related to it, then all things well be added to you.
Therefore I don't need to ask God for anything because all things are already mine. I don’t need to pray or fast or do anything to activate God, because God cannot be activated. God is already all things to all men and when God  is realized AS A LIVING LOVING PRESENCE, the supply or whatever it is you have need of will flow to the degree or to the level of our recognition and our realization.
We come to a place as Jesus did when there were five thousand people who were all hungry and Jesus said, "Let them all sit down." Jesus said, "There’s a boy here with five loaves and two fishes."

  • Was Jesus a magician?
  • Did He multiply the bread? No!
  • How many people did He feed? One!
  • Who did He feed? Himself!

All those who come to Jesus are in the realm of the ‘warm cure’ (because this is what it means – The Warm cure is the perimeter of the consciousness of Jesus,  the Enlightened One, even though the provision is for Himself - it’s always for Himself and never for someone else ,for there is only One Self and you and I are that Self called IAM
The Healing Virtue is in the Presence of Jesus AS the Light of the World!

  • Every one of us has to realize that in Christ Jesus we are self-contained, self-maintained and self-sustained.

We don’t need anybody or anything at all from anybody,  because we already have and when we have the consciousness of ‘I have’ more shall be given.
However, if we have a consciousness of ‘I have not’ and I need somebody or something, then the very thing that we thought we had will be taken away from us and we finish up without anything. We then say, "Why me?
The Lord must be dealing with me!
No, the Lord is not dealing with you. You haven’t yet learned the principle of the Stone - the principle of the Stone is the Christ Consciousness. This Stone or Rock means the realization of what Christ is in Individual Consciousness. The Realization of this will overthrow, pluck up and root out every power and principality known to man as having power. Jesus was the forerunner.
Jesus was the One that entered in beyond the veil into the Most Holy by His own Blood.
What does this mean – ‘by His own blood?’ It simply means that the blood of Jesus Christ is the principle of his nature of Non-Resistance –it does not acknowledge an other energy or power but the Presence of the eternal Now!.
This is the  Life Giving Spirit that recognizes its own Nature as One with the Father. 
That’s the Blood of Jesus - it has nothing to do with a chemical. By His own Blood He entered in. It was  by His own realization that "I am One with the Father and that all Power in Heaven and in Earth has been given unto Me." reconciliation to all mankind was ushered in.

  • The realization of this is the Entering In.
  • Through non-resistance what ever may appear we can also Enter In.

Rev. 12:11 (KJV) And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.
We can enter by that same Blood, by that same Principle of non-resistance, we enter by that same Realization, beyond the veil of this ‘pain body’.
We can also avoid the flu with more enlightenment and with a deep understanding of God's Presence as here and now, we can eventually avoid death. Maybe these things that are now being revealed are too much for us at this moment in time, but eventually and even now some people throughout the world are coming to the recognition of this and they become Saviours in Zion, they will never see death..
These Saviours  will root out and overthrow every power and principle known to man as having power and this includes disease, sin, lack and fear of death.
It is the Inner Witness that is the energy – the Intuitive sense which I call Christ  causes these five Temporal Kingdoms to be overthrown and crushed, it is wonderful. These four Temporal Kingdoms represent Dominions or Principalities or Powers or Rulers of the Darkness of this World. Remember, they are not God ordained or created, they are the product of the dream of separation.
What did Jesus do? He overthrew them - his consciousness was undefiled by time and space,  He was the Stone,  He was the Rock called Christ!. 
However, Peter also became the Stone after his eyes where opened to see the Christ of God. Jesus said, "Who do men say that I am." And Peter said, "You are the One, the Christ." He recognized the Stone or the Christ. Jesus said, "So are you" and immediately his name was changed from Simon Barjona,  to Peter, the Rock.
"Upon this Rock, or upon this massive revelation will I build my Church and the gates of hell or the powers of death cannot prevail against the revelation that you have now received," said Jesus. "I give unto you the keys of the Kingdom and whatsoever you loose will be loosed, and whatsoever you bind will be bound."
This is now the privilege that we are coming into the fulness of realization to who and what we are in Christ.  By recognition of the Presence of  God,  we overthrow these Temporal Kingdoms of flesh. We cannot have this Freedom of Sin or disease when these Temporal Kingdoms still exist as our human thought. If we still are feeling sorry for ourselves and feel sick and down and out and unloved - it just won’t work.

  • We go deeper and deeper into hell,  and we become totally un-conscious. Now I pray that: 

Ephes. 3:17-19 (KJV)
Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, [18] May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height; [19] And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God.
However, even if we come to the bottom of the barrel and say, "Oh my God, why have you forsaken me?" He will say, "I haven’t! Here I am. What’s the matter with you? I will never leave you or forsake you."
Jesus experienced all of these things because He also made His bed in hell, born of a woman, born under the Law.
He also descended into the lowest part of the earth and tasted death (the unconsciousness of mankind) for every man, woman and child. In our religious thinking we always thought that Jesus was so Holy because He was born of a Virgin and He had many Holy attributes.
He didn’t, he was flesh and blood just like you and I!
This isn’t what the Scriptures teaches  us. He was born of a woman and born under the law.Gal4.
Jesus was made subject to all of these five Temporal Kingdoms,  even the Kingdom of death,  but He overcame all these things by recognizing the voice of the Father within Him and speaking to Him.
He said, "I only do those things and speak those things that I hear My Father say."

  • We must recognize this for what it is – it’s Eternal Life.
  • To know God aright is Eternal Life.
  • If we can know the IS of Life we transcend the past and the future because we are living in the NOW.
  • NOW is the Day of Salvation.

God is not tomorrow – God cannot exist tomorrow. 
God has never been in the past – He is always the Eternal Beginning and NOW.
"In the Beginning is the Word, and the Word is with God and the Word is God."
The Scripture also says, "I am born again of the incorruptible NOW Word of God that lives and abides forever" and this Word is the Gospel that is preached unto you today.
We read again from Daniel 2:32: "This image’s head was of fine gold, his breast and his arms of silver, his belly and his thighs of brass, his legs of iron, his feet part of iron and part of clay."
Being human we are gradually going back to the dust, for what is born of flesh is flesh - the clay, this is the devil-lution, the myth of life. First the iron represents the total bondage that we are in with the anxiety of death and the very fear of this kills us and then we become clay and return back to the dust from where we came.
However, in Verse 34 & 35 we read, "Thou saw  till that a stone was cut out without hands, which smote the image upon his feet that were of iron and clay, and brake them to pieces. Then was the iron, the clay, the brass, the silver, and the gold, broken to pieces together". Notice that it is ‘together’ – therefore all the temporal kingdoms were destroyed together in one swoop.
My past has been wiped out. I don’t feel guilty about this any more. I went into the very depths of Hell – the very depth of the un--conscious, it was total darkness. I was ready to drown myself. I jumped of the bridge and into the water – I still don’t know how I got out but I got out, there was a reason for being here.
I was un--conscious and we do things when we are in this state, so don’t feel bad if you have these feelings, Jesus will show you the way, He will not condemn you. Some people will commit suicide and there is no reason for it. Why do they do this? It is because they are un-conscious and totally dominated by the physical senses of life – the feelings and the emotions of life and they will just throw themselves headlong into the fire. They are un-conscious – the living dead. This is why Jesus said, "Let the dead bury the dead."
However, those who are conscious and aware of the Voice of the Son of God will follow the leading of His Voice. In Hell we hear the Voice of the Son of God, we obey and follow Him and pass from death to Life – we pass from the un-conscious to the conscious and become aware of ourselves as the Child of God who is totally perfect and satisfied. Are you satisfied with Jesus?

  • This is what I am – I am the Righteousness of God without the Law, in Christ Jesus of Course.

We have always been there, but we must again  become conscious of it, we must again awaken to righteousness and sin not. However, we can’t take this out of context. Some people in their humanity have said, "We are God." We can do what we like because we are not under law, we can have as many girl friends as we like and do what we like because we are God (This is a Lie, in our humanity we are the Devil). This is what a lot of people today are saying in the New Age realm. However, this is not what I am saying.
I am saying that we have to die to all our temporal kingdoms – the desires and feelings that we have about ourselves whether they are good or evil.
Everything has to disappear and be consumed by the fire of the Holy Ghost. Jesus spoke to His disciples because they said, "Oh Lord, we will follow you where ever you go". He said, "No, you won’t. You don’t even know what kind of baptism that I must be baptized with and if you would know what I have to be baptized with you wouldn’t follow me."
Nobody likes to be crucified because they thought that Jesus was going to restore the Kingdom to Israel, but that was not the case.
The Kingdom that God talks about is not a part of these Temporal Kingdoms. This is the Kingdom of which there is no end.
This is why the Scripture says, "Seek ye first the Kingdom of God and be rightly related to it (the present tense continuum and infinite presence of God) and then everything that you need will be added to you." We don’t need to pray for it or fast or even ask for it because it is already ours by the realization of it.
All that we need to do is to walk down the street and everything just comes to us as a magnet – we draw to ourselves according to the Light that is in us.
We become a magnet.
If you are a businessman and you walk in this consciousness, you will draw business to yourself. It’s very practical and very different from beseeching God to supply all our needs because we already have it. We must realize this and stop living in the past.
Faith is NOW – the evidence of things that we have hoped for, the proof of things that we can’t perceive with our senses. We can’t see it, feel it, taste or touch it but it is already here.

  • As long as we are unable to access the Power of the Presence, every emotional pain that we experience leaves behind a residue of pain that lives on in us.
  • It merges with the pain from the past which is already there and becomes lodged in our mind and body and forms all things that we don’t want, and this, of course, includes the pain that we suffered as a child.

We may blame our parents or teachers for what they did to us as a child. However, they didn’t do a thing to us – we drew it all to ourselves. We have not suffered as a child,  but we believe that we have and that causes the trouble. I believed that my Mother was the problem and that later on it was my wife who became the problem. I couldn’t believe that my feelings of rejection was the problem – I was so self-righteous and always right creating a monster--in hindsight it was awful!.
I believed that I was suffering because I lacked money, my body was sick, I didn’t have a job and I believed that nobody loved me. Can’t you see that I am suffering? No Tony! I can see you the way that you truly are, and it isn’t until you see yourself the way that you truly are in Christ Jesus that you stop suffering and then you become a giver instead of a taker. You give and you begin to emanate Light towards others. When I began to realize this my wife began to change.
However, it wasn’t Martha who was changing, it was my awareness or my perception of her that was changing. Now I saw her as an Angel, whereas before I thought that she was the problem. However, it was all in my perception. My perception was wrong. Whatever we perceive we create and this happens from the moment that we are born. From our birth into this world we are introduced to the ‘pain body’ and we take on a personality – one becomes the dominant factor and another becomes the slave. However, now the slave and the dominant person both have to die and take on the awareness and Nature of the Lamb of God which taketh away the sin of the world.
In Daniel 2: 35: we read, "Then was the iron, the clay, the brass, the silver, and the gold, broken to pieces together, and became like the chaff of the summer threshing floors; and the wind carried them away, that no place was found for them anymore."
No place was found anymore for the past or for the future, because there is no such place.
Jesus said, "I go to prepare a place for you that where I am (in the present tense continuum ad infinitum) that you may be there also forever and ever and forever."
So let us all do that!
Love to all, Tony

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