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I, the Creature of God Part One

January 12, 2008



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This might be strange, but this is part 1 that follows Part 2 of  ”I" The Creature of God!" When you read it and listen to the Audio, you will find out what I mean. In this letter I like to make clear the difference between the teaching "The restoration of all things" also known as "the teaching of a Corporate Man God is making" and the message of the Light of the World. I am not attempting to prove what is right or wrong, as this message does not come through the Adam mind or reason, all what I want you to do is read, listen and obey as what you hear is what you form as your experience.

Mark 4:22-25 (KJV)

For there is nothing hid, which shall not be manifested; neither was any thing kept secret, but that it should come abroad. [23] If any man have ears to hear, let him hear. [24] And he said unto them, Take heed what ye hear: with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you: and unto you that hear shall more be given. [25] For he that hath, to him shall be given: and he that hath not, from him shall be taken even that which he hath.
Enjoy, love Tony.

"I" The Creature of God!
Part 1
"Consciousness" is what I AM.

The Word Consciousness is the most important Word we know as human beings. Although the word consciousness is not in the Bible, the meaning of the word is being aware, known or felt by one’s inner Self, awake or alert, not asleep or un--conscious. Consciousness is the only word, which describes the Realm  Jesus said He prepared for us, so that we can live and move in His Kingdom.
This realm is the mind of the New Creation man, who has transcended the Physical and the mental realms of existence. I have now come back to the Father Realm where I live and move and have my being. As a Son or Daughter, I have returned to My True Identity, which is Christ the Image of God. I have awoken out of sleep and Christ is giving me Light.

  • I call this realm Now or IS!
  • The New Creation Realm is the realm where the flowers grow, where true Life expresses ITSELF out from the invisible Now Realm.
  • The Now Realm IS the Presence of God.
  • Now IS where Life spontaneously flows forth, for all eternity, without death in it, IT IS WONDERFUL

"In the way of righteousness is Life and in the pathway thereof is no death."
In other words, the Realm of IS, is where only God IS our Life.  In the realm of Now there are no opposites (good or evil). Now is the Consciousness of the Father expressed as you and I.The House where Jesus lives Now, you can enter by grace, can you hear this, he prepared this realm for you to Live in, so that "where I am" you may be also, that is what Jesus said, not Tony.  In the message of the "Light of the world", ‘consciousness’is the main subject word.  I have not yet known of any other Christian teachings that have taken the word ‘consciousness’ seriously, I cannot teach any one anything but as you read and listen you might discover that you are becoming consciously aware of the Presence of God. The Word that is coming to you is bearing witness within, so consider this as coming from the Holy Ghost, not from a man.

Religion does not have the word ‘consciousness’ to describe the original state of Being, which we all enjoyed in God before we all descended into the lower realms of Physicality and Mental-ism, generated out of the Tree of Knowledge.

When humankind became aware of its physicality, the thought that he was naked entered his awareness and the fear of death generated. In other words, he lost his Conscious awareness of His Christ Image. Do not forget, we all are the Christ Image in truth, but because through one man’s feeling of nakedness and fear we all descended into Hell (a moral sense of being separated from the Father).  Remember, being conscious of the Presence of God without a sense of guilt fear or impending doom causes eternal life to flow unhindered and fullness of Joy is ours. Unfortunately, man in his mistaken identity cannot return by his own volition, we do not have the power to do so, we need a redeemer to lift us back to where we were before, it is wonderful; don’t you love Jesus?

Therefore, brethren, having boldness to enter the Holiest by the blood of Jesus, by a new and living way which He consecrated for us, through the veil, that is, His flesh, and having a High Priest over the house of God, let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience and our bodies washed with pure water.


Remember, man never truly left the bosom of the Father, he only lost his awareness of it and death entered in.

Hosea 4:6

"My people are destroyed for lack of knowledge.Because you have rejected knowledge,I also will reject you from being priest for Me; Because you have forgotten the law of your God, I also will forget your children.""For if by the one man’s offence death reigned through the one, much more those who receive abundance of grace and of the gift of righteousness will reign in life through the One, Jesus Christ.) Therefore, as through one man’s offence judgment came to all men, resulting in condemnation, even so through one Man’s righteous act the free gift came to all men, resulting in justification of life. Rom5.
Hades or Hell is the Place where the man now dwells; it means he is now UN--conscious. In Hell, he no longer has the Spirit of Christ in his awareness to maintain and keep him, e.g. he must be born again of the Living Word of God who lives and abides forever.

However, we know that we cannot enter back into the realm of NOW or IS by our own volition, only Jesus can lift us back to where we belong. Remember, as long as you try to preserve your own life you will lose it, this is the Law. Those who consciously recognize who they are in Christ Jesus will gain back eternal life and existence in the Fathers house. We must not judge ourselves unworthy or accuse others for not being original, for that is what they said about Jesus also, you are not original, you being a man call your self God? You are a Devil! Remember, in truth we do not have a natural life. What we know as Tony or Martha, born of a woman, born of sperm and egg is under the belief that I have a life to live and maintain, but in reality there is no such life.

  1. Christ is the only Life there is!
  2. Christ the Life essence of all living, it is the Image God created in the beginning.
  3. For in Adam you died, but your life is hidden with Christ in God, we must awaken out of our sleep.
  4. When Christ who is our life appears, then you also will appear with Him in glory

Let us therefore be still and hear the Voice of Jesus who is the Resurrection and the Life to your whole existence,  so that we can pass from death (the realm of flesh and blood, an unconscious state of being) back into ‘a conscious awareness of our true substance’ which is Spirit and Life, it is wonderful!  We must be like Paul who recognized the death of his own fleshly nature, which is really but a mind, formed concept anyway, so let it happen and cast down all imagination. There is not a flesh man and a spiritual man as the religious mind proclaims. Christ,  is our life, not flesh and blood, do you hear? Christ Jesus is the only image and offspring of God to whom the promises where made and you and I are complete in Him. Christ is the Consciousness of the Son of God, which we all are in our true nature, must now be revealed to us, can you hear this?

Col. 2:8-11 (KJV)

Beware lest any man spoil you through philosophy and vain deceit, after the tradition of men, after the rudiments of the world, and not after Christ. [9] For in him dwelleth all the fulness of the Godhead bodily. [10] And ye are complete in him, which is the head of all principality and power: [11] In whom also ye are circumcised with the circumcision made without hands, in putting off the body of the sins of the flesh by the circumcision of Christ:

"For I through the law died to the law that I might live to God. I have been crucified with Jesus; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me; and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me. I do not set aside the grace of God; for if righteousness comes through the law, then Jesus died in vain."

Gal 2.

The Word ‘Consciousness’ or even the Word ‘God’ is not God. We cannot even study ‘God’ and give it a name. By studying God, we lost the meaning of being, as what you are searching for you are one with that, which is from everlasting to everlasting. In our mentalism, we made a religion out of the Infinite Presence. Remember, God is the source, which created and maintains all life without the help of religious thinking, can you hear this?

No word or thought can describe God. Not even the word ‘Love’, Spirit, Law, Soul or Mind can describe God. God is the Author of all life and is realized AS our Being, as we are One in Christ Jesus. Consciousness is a feeling of belonging crying Abba Father. Now what I am becoming aware of I already "I AM". What I have been looking for all my Life I always have been. Now through the blood of the Lamb of God (The Life giving Spirit of Jesus) I can enter into the Most Holy, back to where I belong, it is wonderful, can you say amen?

This comes by realization. Faith comes by hearing the Voice of the Lamb of God, which hovers over us to keep us from the death angel.

  • You who hear this join me and let us celebrate life; the Lamb of God is our Passover.
  • Eat of His Flesh and Drink of His Blood

"My Flesh is meat indeed and my Blood is Drink indeed. I am your Passover Lamb I will never leave you nor forsake you. Come unto Me all you who labor and are heavy laden with care and fear of death and I will give you rest. Learn of Me, for I am meek and lowly in heart and you will find rest for your soul."

Matt 11:28

We see then that we must transcend words and thoughts, especially religious concepts of God Man and the Universe, which confuses us, the Letter, kills! Now we must begin to obtain Salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ! How? Jesus said: "Learn of "ME"!   If you have seen ME you have seen the Father." The only way we can learn of the "ME" Jesus spoke about, is saying like David said, " Teach me YOUR WAY, O LORD, I will walk in your truth; Unite my heart to reverence Your Name." How is God going to teach us His way, but by the Holy Spirit? He the Spirit is given to us in order to lead us into all Truth.

Do you hear?

So then, when we become still, stop thinking knowing nothing, something not of this world begins to speak to us as we abstain from all mental words and give our ears to the hearing of God’s Word. We now abstain from all religious concepts of God; we are now still and listen to the Holy Ghost.  We prepare our minds to become receptive for the Manna, the inner meat and drink, the Life of Jesus.   If you can think it, see it, hear it through knowledge, we are in the flesh. You cannot enter the realm of the mind of Christ Jesus through religious dogma; you will die in your sin. In other words, in the New Creation realm we begin to live intuitively from the inner realm where God’s Kingdom functions and we must know that our Flesh has been crucified with Jesus on the Cross, can you hear this?
Now you must reckon yourself dead unto sin (a separate sense of self) and alive or conscious of your Christ Self, which is One Spiritual Being, My Father and I are now One!  When you have this feeling of belonging, (no longer do you have guilt or fear) you begin to experience what I call spiritual healing.  Spiritual Healing is a restoration of the Christ Image to its former Glory, spirit, soul and body.
"And this is eternal life, that they may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom You have sent."


It is because I am becoming conscious of my true Self that I am obtaining salvation from the breast of God. Like a baby drinking its mother’s milk instead of the formula man manufactures I now drink of the blood of Jesus and eat of His flesh. Religion has no life to give you, so come out of her if at this moment you continue to have physical, mental and social problems. Come eat of the Flesh of the Son of God and be satisfied and health shall spring up from your own inner spiritual recourse!

"Ho! Everyone who thirsts, Come to the waters; And you who have no money, Come, buy and eat. Yes, come; buy wine and milk without money and without price. Why do you spend money for what is not bread, And your wages for what does not satisfy? Listen carefully to Me, and eat what is good, And let your soul delight itself in abundance. Incline your ear, and come to Me. Hear, and your soul shall live; And I will make an everlasting covenant with you—The sure mercies of David."

Isa 55

Therefore, we see then that inclining our ear to "Me", the Christ Self the Flesh of the Son of God will cause your Soul to delight itself in the Abundance of all things.

"It is My Fathers good pleasure to give you the Kingdom!"

All the words man has ever formed in his human thinking can never bring salvation for all thought derive from the word knowledge, (gnosis) Knowledge is formed through the senses, it is but flesh and blood trying to survive through applying principle laws such as flight, to counteract the law of gravity, or making a raft to float on water to carry him across the sea. The human mind thinks up many inventions in order to enjoy life as flesh as long and as comfortable as possible. This is but gnosis and it works on a material sense of life for a time and a season. Jesus came to fulfil all Law and demonstrated that what we know of God is but a lie it is but a dead Idol, it does not work. You see beloved, we cannot know God, or His Love through theologically working it out. If we desire to know God as what He truly IS, we must be born again of the incorruptible Word, the consciousness of the only begotten Son, which transcends all Law.  So it is impossible to get an understanding of God through knowledge that would be God, it is impossible. Those who come to God must believe thatHe IS, then the Consciousness of Jesus when realized, AS our Life is our exceeding great reward. This is the Spirit of Adoption by which again, we can cry Abba Father, without the haunting sense of sin or feeling of lack or fear of impending doom, we are free indeed!

The Experience.

We can however experience God. What we experience in our newfound realm of hearing the Voice of the Son of God, IS GOD, intuitively heard!  However, when you experience it you cannot describe it! Once I was lost,  now I am found, once I was blind, now I see!

  • I know that there are millions of stories about Love, but nobody has ever been able to describe to me what Love IS!
  • Nobody has ever been able to demonstrate to me what falling in love IS

Be assured to reach God by trying through religious explanations and dogma is more difficult than explaining what falling in love is all about. Therefore, when we have come to an end of words and human reason, we discover, there is something that is not a word, but it is the awareness of ourselves and that word is "I"!

‘I’, is not a word, ‘I’ is Me, Myself! Stop and think about this deeply .~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I am being, therefore when Moses attained the revelation that IAM is what I AM. By observing the Bush, he discovered the realm of Christ the Image of God. What He observed in the burning bush was His true Self Image. Self-hood was not consumed by flames, it was the eternal image,  ordained to be the Life and Nature of all living.

Do you hear?

‘I AM’ and beside Me, there is no other Image, it is the Only begotten of the Father the Self of God manifest in Flesh!   Notice that Moses first had to take off his shoes (His own thoughts and means of survival) for now he entered the Holiest of all, the Presence of God, where He really belonged, where nothing can enter that defiles or makes a lie, it is wonderful.


And God said to Moses, "I AM WHO I AM." And He said, "Thus you shall say to the children of Israel, ‘I AM has sent me to you.’ " Moreover God said to Moses, "Thus you shall say to the children of Israel: ‘The Lord God of your fathers, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob, has sent me to you. This is My name forever, and this is My memorial to all generations.’

Love Tony.
Tony and Martha den Hartog.

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